Some days it was easy,
They didnt even look,
Hiding from their eyes,
Was all it really took.
But other times they listened,
They tried to hear her voice,
Thats when she tried much harder,
To block out every noise.
At first invisible was lonely,
It was hard to learn the skill,
But after a few weeks of good practise
She could do it at her will.
It was easier than explaining
It took too long to reveal her thoughts,
Just sit back, let them ignore her,
Cleaner than the inside battle she fought.
Most people, they forgot her,
When she was visible they could not see,
They never suspected she was there,
Righ
Made a whole lot of errors,
Filled a bucket full of tears,
A rain cloud full of mistakes,
And a river full of fears.
A hurricane of regrets,
With a torpedo of lies,
A weather storm of mistakes,
But perfect in anothers eyes.
What I did was just a lesson,
And a lesson to be learned,
Through all my precious mistakes,
An experience is returned.
Made a whole lot of errors,
Through what I chose to be,
But an error makes a mistake,
And a mistake makes me, me.
Dont speak
There is no need for words,
All that you have taught me,
Can be learnt. Through a look.
A memory.
Youre leaving.
But I will remember.
Everything and anything.
You ever said.
To me.
One day.
We will walk a path.
Together once again.
But until then.
We part.
Dont speak.
We have no need for words.
And your gently passing,
Will play out, to the echo
Of love.
As soon as you look at the title,
You ll realise that it is a waste,
To spend you precious time reading,
The rest of this poem, with distaste.
You may think me a fool,
And I do not disagree
But could you write about nothing?
Are you as crazy as me?
In case you are wondering,
Its not as easy as it seems
So think of that before,
You crush my nothingness dreams.
And though you think that my words
Are careless and brittle
It is really not that easy,
To write about so little.
I took the long road home,
I walked the unfamiliar way round,
I didnt look before crossing,
I wrote you out of my head,
Put your dreams to bed,
And you ask why?
Its just because.
I played with the matches,
I talked to the stranger,
I didnt check before opening the door,
I learnt to forget your name,
To live without shame,
And you ask why?
Its just because.
I left my drink at the bar
And drank it on return,
Never thinking of all that,
I shouldve listened at school,
I broke every rule,
And you wonder why?
Its only because.
You left me no security blanket,
No hand to hold in a s
The wilted leaves fall across the
pavement.
The coming of winter, red and yellow
sacrement.
A symbol of that which was destined to
decay.
I turn to you and smile,
Its the last summers day
Id guessed that youd
Known,
That theyd fall before
Winter,
As mountains froze over
Air turned cold and bitter,
Id guessed that youd seen
How the world seems to die,
And how summer sleeps soundly,
Emitting a sigh.
Now I feel it in my heart,
And it weighs upon my mind,
I turn to you to speak
But you smile, and never mind.
If I am sitting in silence,
Consumed by worldwide pain,
Dont think Im not in your life,
Or that I wont smile again.
I am lost inside my thoughts,
Of things that could have been.
The past that I have lived through,
And all the things Ive seen.
I think of other days,
Of days life could be free,
And we will live without a care,
And governments will agree.
Or I might remember when ,
I was far too young to know,
The heartaches life could bring,
And how they would soon grow.
Or even of the future,
And the things that it could be,
I think of it quite often,
Wondering if it has both you and me.
Daddy, I reached for your hand,
But you werent there.
I waited Daddy,
But your bed remained bare.
I asked mum, Daddy,
Where has he gone
And she said where you were,
Life didnt go on.
I waited Daddy,
I stood tall and proud,
Mum kept on saying,
You were up in the clouds.
Mum said you were an angel
With wings of pure white
She cried when I said
I wanted to join in your flight.
I never knew why Daddy,
You didnt come home,
On that night that I waited,
I waited alone.
Years on I still wait,
I always look back,
To the day you were victim,
To a terrorist attack.
It was a beautiful morning,
Then a crystal clear night.
The stars hang with the hopes
and dreams of the world.
She stands in the darkness
But surrounded by light
Pale and alone she cries,
And cries on into the night.
Dont believe theres no trouble,
Dont think theres an end,
Therell will always be pain
That we cant comprehend.
She takes a match from her purse,
A letter from her bag
She burns her memories along with
Her fears and her scars.
Morning sun rises,
The ashes just smoulder
No of sign of the girl
With the world on her shoulders.
I am going to change the world,
Just watch me, and I will,
I am taking over solitude
And the innate desire to kill.
I am taking over parliament,
And all thats said and done,
By people in the monarchy ,
I am taking every one.
I will give you my inner thoughts,
Though they seem insane,
I am inhabiting your heart,
I am living in your brain.
I am going to teach the world,
To see people for who they are,
I am throwing it over my shoulder,
I am taking it, so far.
I am going to prove to you,
With every whim and quirk,
That fighting is not the answer
And suicide just does not work.
I am going to change the world